a thought

I have a very happy and healthy baby girl and she is the love of our lives. Then why do I feel like it's all for not?!?! I am extreamly mehh about the whole mommy thing and took it at a hit to my system that I am not the super mommy, super wife and super to myself. I think one thing is that I don't have moblity as my car was recked and I have yet to replace it. It has taken me a couple of months to get over the medication I was taking to stop any depression I was to incure though it was not for me ppl with nannys go for it!

Ending post now just hoping for a few hrs sleep!

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A baby on the way

So I haven't been writing on this blog because I have been in a new space! a happy and very healthy space. I have been pregnant for 6 months now and finally learning how to spell pregnant with out the spell checker or google!

Hope to see you on http://a-baby-bump.blogspot.com/

My Cats

 

These are the pictures to go along with the two Cats I speak of!

Tooth Update

well I went to the Dentist and the put on the temp again only because I came the week that the MD has Monday's off. I am just about to jump off the deep end with the tooth and then the manager gave me a discount on the tooth guard that would have cost me like $485 and now its over $140 off which is not a bad rate but its just tiresome to go to that office so many times. That is all for now.

Tooth

My tooth cap came out yesterday and its been tiresome. Tomorrow I am going to call them and get my regular tooth cap on and not come back. GURRRRRR

yawn

Waking up by cats is not fun. I have the tv on and watching discovery health and I have my bindi on my lap *she ran away when I sneezed*. Still no baby trace though. I know that some time its coming and I still have the MD appointment at the end of the month and another month wait for the MD to tell me that more tests are in order. Hopefully I'll get pregnate soon or at least by March of 2009.

The wedding picture

 

my day in collage style. R. Mann took the photos' I wish I was taking the photo's I am in them :)